"If I Ever Leave This World Alive"
Episode 109
Episode Information
Season 1
Episode 9
Date aired June 17th, 2013
Ratings 1.60mil Viewers[1]
Writer(s) Bryan Gracia
Director Allan Kroeker
Guest stars Barry Flatman as Colonel Galen Marsh
Mika Collins as Kazha
Monica Parker as Bailey
Marianthi Evans as Gail
Gilles Savard as Lambert
Ish Morris as Rathus
Marie Cruz as Spirit Rider Elder
Darryl Flatman as E-Rep Guard
Sarah Colford as Castithan Woman
Blair Johannes as Miner
Jeffrey Wetsch as Med-Tech
Andrew Scorer as Elder Male Irathient
Recurring Perry Mucci as Ozin
Jessica Nichols as Jered Kikema
Carl Bauer as Rupert
Michael Dyson as Skevur
Dion Johnstone as Nizar
Kevin Shand as Raiga
Wesley French as Luke McCawley
Previous "I Just Wasn't Made for These Times"
Next "The Bride Wore Black"

"If I Ever Leave This World Alive" is the ninth episode of Season One of Defiance and the ninth episode overall. It is scheduled to air on June 17th, 2013 on Syfy.


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A plague affecting only humans strikes Defiance, which Datak takes advantage of. Quentin questions Nicky about what really happened to his mother.

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Season 1
Episodes "Pilot" • "Down in the Ground Where the Dead Men Go" • "The Devil in the Dark" • "A Well Respected Man" • "The Serpent's Egg" • "Brothers in Arms" • "Goodbye Blue Sky" • "I Just Wasn't Made for These Times" • "If I Ever Leave This World Alive" • "The Bride Wore Black" • "Past Is Prologue" • "Everything Is Broken"
Stars Grant Bowler as Joshua NolanJulie Benz as Amanda RosewaterStephanie Leonidas as IrisaTony Curran as Datak TarrJaime Murray as Stahma TarrGraham Greene as Rafe McCawleyMia Kirshner as Kenya Rosewater
Guests Fionnula Flanagan as Nicolette RiordonTrenna Keating as Doc YewllNicole Muñoz as Christie McCawleyJustin Rain as Quentin McCawleyJesse Rath as Alak TarrDewshane Williams as Tommy Lasalle
Recurring Rob Archer as UlyssesCarl Bauer as RupertNoah Danby as SukarWesley French as Luke McCawleyTiio Horn as RynnDouglas Nyback as BenSteven McCarthy as Mr. BirchJessica Nichols as Bertie/JaredKevin Shand as Dog Walker/Nak/Raiga
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